You're in over your head.

ok a couple days ago i was kinda down b/c alot of my friends are hookin up and datin each other. but now i realize that i was takin life way too damn seriously. i am only 16 fuckin years old. ppl waste too much damn time lookin for sum1 to have a deep meaningful relationship wit and not spendin enough time just not givin a fuck and havin as much fun as possible. and i realized that things are really goin good for me lately. i got a job today and i have awesome friends that fuckin support me in everything i do. im lookin for a car tomorow so i can start goin wherever the fuck i want. i mean hell wtf was i down for. this is gonna be the best suimmer of my fuckin life.

goddamnit. i really want a car. car = freedom. freedom = fun. fun = hell yes.

josh mite sell me his car. only mite b/c he mite trade it for his uncles car. and if he does trade it ill be soo fuckin pissed. i really want this car.

well thats wat im doin. ive decided that im givin up all drugs...hopefully forever. theres no point in walkin around in a damn fog all ur life. u get nothin accomplished. i feel better bout it too. as of today im one week clean. thats all i got for now.

yea so i havent posted nething since like december so yea. hows everys summer goin? hopefully good. this summer has been goin pretty good now. still single.yea. well im gonna go. l8erage

dude im so bored rite now. this week has been purty boring soo ya. hopefully jake will be able to come over and practice this weekend. i want to get a band together so i can play the show on new years eve. thers like nothin to do rite now either so that sux. and another thing i want a gf, its been awhile i think im ready for another one but ya kno its just a thot.